8/28/14.
You have got to stop analyzing them.
Stop trying to decode them, and fix them, and figure them out.
They are not a puzzle.
This is not a game.
Especially if you never agreed to play.
Someone wise once told me,
that they will tell you what they want you to know.
And whether it’s true or not,
that’s what they want you to believe.
That’s what they want you to know.
And you have to take their word for it,
whether you want to or not,
unless they tell you otherwise.
You may not keep guessing.
And you do not have permission to alter or interpret or transform what they say into what you think it might mean,
or what it should mean.
They are not a puzzle.
This is not a game.
What they say is what you get it.
And that is all.
And now it all makes sense.
That it won’t always make sense.
But that’s none of my business.
So I’ll keep minding my own.
Because this it not my game to play.
And this is not my puzzle to fix.
Day Forty.